~Tokyo Heartbeat~

Hey guys ～

Yesterday was pretty cold and so we decided to hang out in Sangenjaya. We bought a mini heater for our hamster @ the pet shop and later on used our enegery for karaoke XD　 It`s so cheap over there (500 Yen+1drink/ 2 hours).
At night we went to our favourite cake store and then....it happened!!
We found our dream...house ^-^  It`s a mini house (50qm), 2 floors, veranda, built in 2002 and simply love ;_;  We always thought about moving into a stlyish apartment house but somehow this mini house broke our plan into small pieces... it`s located in Daikanyama...
But sadly all in all the key money etc would be about 300.000 Yen (3000 Euro~). And we can`t afford it yet...being all frustrated we walked back home, had a long talk and I slowly realized that I need to decide what I really want to do in my future. Yoshi is working so hard, already saved so much money and I can`t do a lot since Waseda graduate school fees will be more than 15.000 Euro....and I need to take care of my money more than ever.
2 years ago I was dreaming of graduating from Waseda, living all by myself in a huge and glamarous apartment and working like crazy to afford my shopping days and my friends` karaoke nights...I know I have the best chances to enter, but do I really want that life now?
I could work as teacher and still earn enough to have a nice life style...and if I simply go to language school for one more year and later do a Working Holiday, there would be no visa problems to stay in Japan...and we could afford our little dream of moving into a nice place (wherever it will be), buy our dream dog and and and...
I know he can`t do it all by himself and somehow my career life after Waseda seems pretty cold and boring if I think about how much fun it is just being together with him. He wants me to go and I know he is trying to make all things reality but I think we won`t be able to get the full-package...and now it`s my turn what to do. I have saved enough money to pay the first year at Waseda. This money is enough for a new apartment, a language school, hard times if I can`t find a job directly after language school. It could be my start money here...
Last night when he was sitting on the veranda and phoned with his best friend, I heard how much pressure is inside him to make everything perfect. The fashion shows, the daily work at the shop...and always the fear that he isn`t doing enough for me since I`m still a student and don`t earn money yet.
I will use some time to make up my mind ～　 I just know that I won`t ever give up on him.

His mother sent three BIG packets full with food XD  She even sent my favourite kitchen cleaner sheets since she knows how crazy I`m about the lemon smell XD
On Thursday or Friday we will go to Disney Sea ～　since he has work on Saturday+Sunday and won`t be celebrate Halloween with me we will make our own Halloween party at Disney Sea XD

It`s getting colder ～　time for winter clothes!

Karaoke Junkies XD

Thank u photo for his mother ^^

Best pudding cake ever XD

Ｓame cake ～ but 6 months ago～